Holy Daddy,
I pray that I could pray better than I do. I'm not good with prayer. I suppose that is the reason that most of my requests have to do with me and my family.
It's hard to focus on others when every time that you move your focus that direction things start to fall apart on the home front.
To be honest, I need you to be vigilant at keeping the enemy back away from here so that I can keep my focus elsewhere.
I realize that you have the right to remove things. But when you do it in a way that has me unable to keep your commands, then I'm going to have a hard time trying to trust. I can't help feeling that I'm being set up intentionally to fail so that you have the right to shove more hardship my way. I know that you have the right to send hardship my way without me having done anything to deserve it, if It is for my learning. However, there is a problem when it puts me in a catch 22. If I go one way or the other I violate one or another important scriptural principals.
Please hold back the evil one. Stop Satan and his minions in their tracks. I have enough problems on my own. I'm lustful, a liar, covetous, not to mention that I have broken all the rest of the ten commandments.
I guess what I'm saying is that I need you to be on my side in the obvious ways. Pay off all the debts. Teach Elana and I to be good stewards of your resources. Prosper me not only spiritually but financially as well. Also, help me to stay balanced with money by being willing to give first, and Letting me fulfill that desire.
Ultimately this needs to be something that brings you honor and glory.
With Love, Your son,
Donnie Watson
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