November 4, 2009

Dear Holy Daddy,

 

Good Morning.  Thank You for the impromptu lesson this morning on Your power and glory. 

 

I am here now to reaffirm that I no longer consider myself as owner of anything.  All that is in my possession is Yours.  I am Yours.

 

Due to this, I need to know how you want to handle the debt on your possessions I'm stewarding.  I am unable to manage with the income that is coming from work.  The bills do not get paid properly.  What is worse, I'm unable to give and save, which are clear as being principle disciplines from You.  I wish to do all that you say, but will not be able to if there isn't enough to make that happen.  I must provide for my family, according to Your word, or I'm worse than an infidel.  I must be able to give, save, and provide wether that be through the work I'm given or through timely provision from you that doesn't include my work.  I was giving a tithe in the past and found that I was having to stop paying bills which means I was having to violate one thing You say to do another.  I realize that my reason for doing the tithing was because that I just wanted to have things go well and had nothing to do with wanting more of You.  I do want more of You.  But there is another problem.  Your name is smudged everytime I'm unable to pay a bill on time and unable to save and give as I ought.  I do have those out of order.  I want to budget in such a way that all that you say is within that budget.  I'm unable to do it in the present situation.  I don't have to have anything but you to fix it.  The debt must be payed though for me to only have You as a master.  I owe approximately...  Let me rephrase that, The debt I brought on You is owed at approximately $ 65,000.00.  Please pay this debt.

 

I would also like to ask Your will about me being in the Global Operations Division-International Services.  What do You want?

 

Thank You Lord Daddy,

 

 

Donnie Watson