December 1 ,2009

Good Morning Father,

 

Thank You for the beautiful day.  Thank You for the house that we live in.  Thank You for my family.  Thank You for the trials that You have taught me so much from.

 

I was wondering when You would be willing to give me the provision to keep my bills payed and pay off the debt that seems to always come between us.  You said that no man can serve two masters.  Either he hate the one and love the other, or despise the one and serve the other.  You also said that the borrower is servant to the lender.  As much as I hate it there some things that we cannot get, that are needed, without debt.  I could have done it without debt if I had been more diligent in saving and investing early.  Presently though, I have the debt and it is a hinderance to our relationship.  I need it removed and a way to provide all my family's needs without having to resort to debt.  I'm trying to budget, but there is no way to keep a budget unless You are with me on it.  I want to budget in Your way and follow You, but I will never be able to accomplish that without Your blessing.  And Your blessing must be that the bills don't conflict and that things don't happen if there is not money to cover it in the savings.  I have already progressed past the point were I can save if I were smart about it.  You must remove the destroyer.  Although You have restrained him, for I would have nothing if he were let completely loose, he is given enough slack to keep me up against a wall.  I can progress no more until he is penned away from my circumstance and You walk with me and tell me the things that You are blessing for our financial gain.  Please make it possible for me to pay off my parents, grandmother, mortgage, and all other debts before the end of the month. 

 

Thank You for always hearing me and answering me.

 

Thank You,

Donnie Watson